Why do we do this to each other? Why do we love each other so much? We can’t. Its sickening! WAH. What are we supposed to do. I have recently come to terms that I will not admit to you how I feel, because I am scared. :/ I enjoyed our night together last night. Everything felt right, like we used to. Things like that will never change between us. I’m sorry I’m making you choose, but its what I need.. for you to prove what I mean to you.
February 2011
I have never been so confused and unsure of what I want. :/ I just want to ignore the world but at the same time I don’t. I don’t know. :[
if your shower is cold
when the turning lights turns red before you could go
when your mom calls you
if your friend doesn`t text you back in 2.56 seconds
when you forgot something that was in the next room & you have to stand up.
January 2011
Your seriously scaring me, showing up at my house? breaking things? following me places? telling me if i don’t talk to you, you’ll kill yourself. Your not mentally okay. I care about you.. but I am getting over you and I know thats not okay with you but it is how it is going to be. Maybe down the road we will find each other again, not right now. Your jealously is taking a toll on my life. You didn’t treat me right, thats it. It was wrong.. it was your fault.
but there is nothing to dooo
kelly lets go to taco bell! hahaha
hahah i’m going out with amanda to panera if you wanna come
Hahah is it bad that i can afford taco bell cause i have like 5$ but can’t afford panera?
hahah we can go to th franklin one and then go to taco belll ;)
OHMYGOD. so down, i just have work at 4 so i gotta be home around 3:30 …. if yah can do that.. IM DOWN.
I really want plans with a bunch of friends where we actually all dress up in heels and cute outfits and we go out. A reason to dress up and take pictures and go out and have a damn good time and loook gooood.




